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Obligatory introduction.

I don't know if I have PTSD. In my time, there wasn't really a name for it. Just "shellshock."

Out of my system, I'm probably the one who needs to be here the most. The flashbacks have been bad, lately, and so help me if any of you make jokes about comic book men and their flashbacks I may well snap. Yeah, I'm "fictional." Doesn't make the fact that I've been having nightmares about my father's two deaths since I was ten any less real, does it? Doesn't make the fact that I'm here seeking help any less real, does it?

And yes, I said two deaths. It's a long story. One of them was directly my fault.

I just... it gets better, right? I'm not always going to be waking up in a cold sweat screaming, am I?


I'm fictional, too, though I've had an extensive life on earth. Do you need to talk to someone who might understand your canon, even if they themselves come from a different one? I'm fairly well read in comics.

Um. Well. It's a fairly obscure Japanese comic. Dunno if you'd know it or not.

Title's D. Gray-Man, by Katsura Hoshino. Gets a lot of the "normal life" stuff wrong, but the most traumatic bits are right, of course.

If you even want to bother with it. Talking to me, I mean. It'd be nice to talk to someone who knows what's going on a bit, yes. And I'm well aware this isn't making sense. I'm a bit apprehensive about certain things going on right now....
Hell, at least one time some world I know XD
Though, I'm sorry you're going through such a bad period. If you needed someone to talk to, feel free to mail or something.

[Also Cloud asks if he may friend you, if you would consider it impolite?]

Wait, you do know it? Hey, that's great....

It's good to know that someone out there cares enough to say that, thanks. I will
[mail you, he's not exactly clear, sorry!] if I end up flashbacking again due to... things. (Not fandom related now, though. I'm getting out. She might not, but I'm not touching them with a ten foot pole!)

(He can. Go right ahead, we'll friend back!)

January 2011

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